The truth be told is I have suffered a terrible loss as of August 15th due to the passing of my baby brother, Michael Walter Evans, Jr., who was at the ripe young age of 21. I tried so terribly hard to complete a podcast for everyone in the month passing his death but I couldn't find the passion or confidence to give a show you deserve. Words honestly could not express the pain I have felt and the anger I bear internally. I don't want to make any excuses for my delay in keeping up with the music but in all honesty, I just haven't had the energy to entertain or inform my fellow brethrens in metal. I've had a terrible year of tragedy personally and finanically...and I haven't been able to channel it. In 2007, my brothers biological father was murdered...and my brother died on his biological fathers birthday...everything is just fucking painful and weird.
I do hope that I can provide the outlet you all deserve again...please just know its not that I don't want to...its just so god damn difficult to find the confidence in myself. I am terribly sorry for anyone I have let down. I will return again, when, I don't know.
Keep your horns up and have a beer for my brother. RIP Mikey.
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