The truth be told is I have suffered a terrible loss as of August 15th due to the passing of my baby brother, Michael Walter Evans, Jr., who was at the ripe young age of 21. I tried so terribly hard to complete a podcast for everyone in the month passing his death but I couldn't find the passion or confidence to give a show you deserve. Words honestly could not express the pain I have felt and the anger I bear internally. I don't want to make any excuses for my delay in keeping up with the music but in all honesty, I just haven't had the energy to entertain or inform my fellow brethrens in metal. I've had a terrible year of tragedy personally and finanically...and I haven't been able to channel it. In 2007, my brothers biological father was murdered...and my brother died on his biological fathers birthday...everything is just fucking painful and weird.
I do hope that I can provide the outlet you all deserve again...please just know its not that I don't want to...its just so god damn difficult to find the confidence in myself. I am terribly sorry for anyone I have let down. I will return again, when, I don't know.
Keep your horns up and have a beer for my brother. RIP Mikey.
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You so better hurry it up Brotha! Orelse i'm gunna go ape shit and start listening to that rap crap.. or something. LOL
Dude, you don't need confidence you ROCKED the living hell out us for so long.. don't lose site of that!!!
lol thank you so much Pixi, you are always so supportive of me.
I'll do my best, I guess, I just figured out why I haven't had the motivation.
Beer aquired. It's on.
thank you Heff
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